Wednesday, 23 October 2019

Day 3: Anew Beginning to Writing


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Within this new beginning to writing comes a new starting point. The development of Self as who I am and what I stand for as Life, My Life, the Principles I Live, and how and why I act and interact as I do. With the aim of taking apart it all and putting back together, that serves myself and all others.

I realized a lot lately about how I got into writing, the Desteni message, and personal growth. I realize it was from a very limited perspective, and from a place of never really having ongoing unconditional support. Without ongoing unconditional support, it is impossible for one to feel safe, experience trust and express themselves completely freely and openly. From this point, I am standing within myself, as who I am and need to be in order to reach the fullness of my potential; not only as sales rep, not only as a partner, not only as a business person or a leader, not only as who I am in relationships, but as all the above and more. This is what Life is and what Life means to be; it cannot be confined to a career, a moment, a situation, a goal or objective, a person, a group, a specific mission or any one thing, because in reality, Life is full of all of these things.

Who we are within everything we do is the most important part of Self, Self-Discovery and Self-Realization. Just because we are part of a group, or practice a certain routine or principle, it doesn’t mean that we are one and equal to that group within our individual participation. A group is defined by unity; through a code of conduct, how we/they conduct themselves or our/their habits and practices, or principles and intentions. If one associates with one part of a group but does not build within oneself the core principles of the group and live them when no one is watching or when they are NOT with that specific group, then the group message is not really living within them. It is fake, just for show. It is not real. It is for entertainment purposes only and to get some feeling of belonging and/or recognition.

Why is it important to define who you are within what you do? Why am I doing this for myself?

It is simple, because, that is the only way you, me, or anyone will be able to bring forth their core resonant signature and express it fully and openly, that allows and facilitates the impact that individual sincerely and deeply desires to have, and in the way they earnestly express themselves within the movement, that’ll be the exact solution that the group will need to move even further, as individuals do this one by one. You cannot copy another’s resonant signature; you can only try to embody their structural symbols and play them out as yourself; which can be effective at times. But, no two people will have the exact same response to a series of a thousand events, so why try and be what they tell you to be. You cannot. Try, and you’ll fail, and fail miserably. It’s only when an individual unconditionally accepts himself or herself, can they now build a base for the extensions of themselves; meaning their businesses, their relationships, their lifestyle, their children, their everything. And, at that point, one can truly in Self-Honesty, look at what they want to change about themselves and do so with a consequence that is best for them, and therefore best for all.

If everyone did what is best for them, knowing that everything we do has a ripple effect, we would do what is best for everyone, best for all. It is only because we have created so much separation and have forgotten who we are, and have lost touch with physical reality, lost deep in our mind, have we NEEDED to create the term “Best for All”. It should be automatically common sense, to do what is ultimately best in a moment, but as humans we’ve created this manifested machine: our world system, that seeks to use the physical living being to generate energy and money, to perpetuate itself, and through that destroy all Life in the process. This is a manifested actualization of our consciousness.

Within awareness we have the solution to solving all mind and internal conflict, and therefore external issues we face. The singular point that remains true within all Life in the point of breath. The very oxygen we breathe, is found in all four classical elements water, fire, earth, and of course air.

Let’s take a look at the word: oxygen. Another word for the word ‘ox’ is ‘steer’, and looking at both definitions of ‘steer’; one is a noun: a male domestic bovine animal that has been castrated and is raised for beef. However, the other definition is a verb: (of a person) guide or control the movement of (a vehicle, vessel, or aircraft), for example by turning a wheel or operating a rudder. The vessel I am making a connection to in ‘ox’ of ‘oxygen’ is the human body, it is being steered by what we breathe in.

Now let’s look at ‘y’ in ‘oxygen’. A definition of ‘y’ is: “a native English suffix of adjectives meaning “characterized by or inclined to” the substance or action of the word or stem to which the suffix is attached: juicy; grouchy; rumbly; dreamy. Sometimes used to mean “allowing, fostering, or bringing about” the specified action: sippy.” The key within that I got is: “allowing, fostering, or bringing about”. What we experience on an in breath, vibrates, resonates, produces and brings about that which is present within us through stimulus. It is up to us to take responsibility for what we are bringing about, accepting and allowing, and to direct that with purpose.

And lastly, ‘gen’ in ‘oxygen’. ‘Gen’ according to Googles dictionary (which the definitions are from Oxford) can also mean as a noun: “information”, as a verb: “find out about”, or also be a short form of the word “generation”. Within each breath, by the end of it, we process a set of information, we have an opportunity to find out about who we are within it. In the moment of breathing in oxygen, and the subtle gap between each breath, followed by the next breath, we integrate what we process, good or bad, right or wrong, and that leads to the next generation of breath (the following breaths we take). This is why it is important to breathe with awareness because all of our breaths are directing who we are within our lives, and to not be aware of what we are creating as who we are is irresponsible.

We must seize the opportunity of breath, of Life, and direct ourselves willingly within principle to create the present and future that is congruent and harmonious for all that is Life.

With all of this said, I have taken it upon myself to use process and the tools I have available to support Self. Not just looking at the “things” I want in life and pushing myself to use process to support me in “getting” them; but to honestly and genuinely support myself and others to become Equal to and One with what Life Really IS.

Check out these two videos on the earth breathing. Pretty awesome.

Best,
Kian



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